I am a 47 year old Mother of two beatiful daughters and two grand children. I am in my second marriage and it is rolling down hill QUICK. HELP! 

Where to start... I am in my Second marriage and it is just about to end.  Do I want that?  Today I am devistated because my husband told be if there was an extra room he would not be laying the same bed as me.  ouch.. He said he is filing for a legal seperation and will be picking up all of his belonging today or tomorrow.  He will do it when there is no one home because it would be easier for us all.  Well I know that we will be married 4 years in May, with in that time My Step Father Passed, My nephew Passed, and the worst My Mom passed away also.  Two weeks after that my husband had an emergency open heart surgery and that was awful.  I truly felt that I was going to loose him too.  During all of these issues I too was ill and became a severe anemic, along with other issues.  I became very depressed and drank too much.  I never gripe at him when he goes out and does things which is quite often.  But I have to admit I am stay at home and drink and that is not right either.  I stayed home from work today... very depressed.  WHAT IS HE GOING TO DO, AND WHY? Is he comming home tonight just to leave tomorrow?  God help me, because I have No one... i need help;..